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03 May 2016 @ 09:29 pm
It's been a while since I actively updated here - and maybe I will start again. I need somewhere semi-private to vent and think things out.

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Current Location: Arizona
I feel:: tiredtired
Listening to:: The Silent Channel
15 January 2015 @ 09:36 pm
Almost all my posts are just for Friends.

I try to post often.

I've had this journal since 2004 and I promise, it's not empty.

If I have added you, or commented on a post from your journal - feel free to post a comment here and add me - and I will add you back.

No obligations to stay.

Live. Love. Laugh.
05 May 2013 @ 08:29 am
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Current Location: Arizona
I feel:: pleasedpleased
Listening to:: Groove Salad
30 December 2012 @ 10:04 am
January: My PC finally died.

February: I often wonder why I'm not with someone.

March: Mars has been retrograde... As an Aries, that's bad news bears.

April: I've been meaning to update for days now... and I just never remember or I don't care. I don't even know where to start.

May: It's been weeks. I had to borrow money from my parents this month to pay all my bills.

June: "...judge judge judge judge...thats half the reason for facebook so we can judge our peers and feel better about ourselves without all the social interaction required to maintain close levels of friendships."

-My friend, Ben.

July: This last full moon, I was actually outside as it rose and looking at it, and the stars I could see - made me flashback to a different life, a different time. There is a hole inside me that's gotten bigger since I left Arizona.

August: No Entry...

September: Stay in Utah?

October: I'm selling my house and moving back to Arizona.

November: No Entry...

December: I have a buyer for my house.
Current Location: Utah
I feel:: thoughtfulthoughtful
Listening to:: Tycho
29 May 2012 @ 07:37 am
It's been weeks.
I had to borrow money from my parents this month to pay all my bills.
My LJ account is a free one now, I don't think it's ever been a free one.
I've been out of conditioner for about a week now. I'm going to have to break down and buy some shitty cheap shit from the grocery store. Don't judge, everyone has shit they spend their money on.
There is a job I'm going to apply for today, but I need to print off an application and my printer is out of ink, and I'm too broke to buy more.
It's my sisters birthday today.
I was up early as fuck, and both my games are down due to maintenance. Guess what that means... I'm posting.

I'm cooking a pork leg that was once a happy pig who rolled in the grass and rooted through mud, instead of being kept in a 5x5 pen with 7 other pigs that were injected full of antibiotics. I realize, that I'm eating it ... so that sucks for it... but I feel better eating food that was treated humanely than not. Fuck the costs. And I'm broke as shit... Maybe that's why I'm broke, or maybe I just really care what kind of condition my food was in before it was killed.

In my garden I have walla-walla sweet onions, beans, carrots, spinach, peas, sweet meat squash, cucumbers, corn, zucchini, and crook neck squash.

I don't think I'll be moving away. I thought for a minute earlier this year that I'd have to sell my house and leave the valley, I just don't feel that's going to happen, I mean, I planted a garden for fucks sake. You don't move away with a growing garden. Shit.

I was listening to Adele the other day at work, and for some reason, she makes me think about all the shit that was ever wrong with me as far as my relationships with men go. It was dumb.

Anyone playing Diablo 3?

And last but not least...

My latest digs on Netflix:

Current Location: home
I feel:: pensivepensive
Listening to:: Single Cell Orchestra - Explore Your Mind
27 January 2012 @ 08:34 pm
Anyone use Pinterest? I can invite you if you'd like to try it out. It's my new latest internet love.
14 September 2011 @ 09:42 pm
In the next life, who or what do you think you’ll be reincarnated into?

More than once I've thought that I'll be done after this trip. I'm moving onto guardian angle duty...

07 September 2011 @ 07:42 am
If you could travel back in time, what would you tell your 10-year-old self?

Three things:

1. Don't go to the hospital with Jami.

2. Don't have sex with Art. It will put things in motion you can't stop and it doesn't have to happen.

3. Don't love Jon. This too will put greater things in motion that you can stop, but won't want too and it will last over a decade. Though, it's damned attractive, it's not going to be worth it.

They will leave you to marry some one else.

09 August 2011 @ 10:13 am
If you could, would you set a zoo animal free? Which one and why?

All of them! No lie. I'd free every pet too.

21 July 2011 @ 12:02 pm
If you found a wad of cash on the ground, would you keep it? Donate it? Take it to the police?

Keep that shit! I wouldn't spend it ... I'd put it in a bank account for life. Then if I got word of someone missing or losing a wad of cash... I'd give it back.